Thursday, September 15, 2016

Sunday, September 11, 2016

Monday, August 22, 2016

Schumann Resonance - Frequency of Earth

Sometimes I listen to a nature sound with this overlaid. 

Nurture the Energy

Listening to Nature nurtures the feeling of "Home".

Thursday, August 18, 2016

Coming to the Bridge

The Experiment left me in a calm but vague place.  To move the energy I'm working with the visual of crossing the bridge.  I realized that by focusing on what I don't want was keeping me stuck.  "Home" is on the other side of the Bridge.
Now, I'm not sure what to expect to find so I try to be general about my expectations.  I use the Emerald City as a symbol.  The green color alone stimulates growth.
In my meditation I walk off the Bridge and benches on either side of the path appear.  Seems I need to wait for the Shuttle.  When you visit the Archetypal Realms you follow their customs.
My Ego wants to scurry back to where I came from.  My Knee Jerk Projections on other people are even more obvious from this angle and I work through those situations in my mind while I wait on the bench.  The Shuttle won't come until I do.  LOL
To calm my Mind Chatter I play the music from "Midnight Special".  It keeps my thoughts in a loop that keeps me occupied while the Shuttle gets  organized.  I paint while I listen.

Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Dance Into the Light

How the Experiment Worked Me

It definitely led me somewhere.  To keep the anxiety from all the micro-shifts I put this on and paint.  The process is my baseline and keeps me from wondering off or resisting while changes are being made.

This is Not About Bigfoot

I've recently come across the "Channeling Eric" site where the Doctor on the left invites various Channelers to translate her son who has passed.  I think the Channelers are a hoot and resonate well.  These three have a unique and similar Energy Signature.
I've spent the last two days just going through their topics.  Very interesting, insightful and feels pretty spot on.  I'm putting up the Bigfoot video not because of Bigfoot.  Thought I wasn't sure what I believed until I heard these videos.  What did catch my Attention tho was how they described their ability to shift dimensions when coming across Bigfoot Hunters by just shifting their Attention to another dimension. And that they come to this planet because nature is so lush and wonderful.  It would make a great science fiction movie.
Harry and the Hendersons go to Harvard.
The Shifting the Bigfoot talks about feels very familiar to me.
Another video they have done is on a gorilla that got shot rescuing a child at a zoo.  Then goes on to the election predictions.  This was posted June 11 so a lot has happened since then.
I'll post the other two Channelers

I'm posting these because of all the Mult-Layers going on here.  Unique dynamics.  I have my opinion but you should have yours.

Saturday, August 13, 2016

Trippy Art

I've been watching a lot of art videos lately.  By the time I was done with this I was a bit trippy.  A glass of wine helps.  :)
The weird combinations of sensory art befuddles the brain.  One side of the brain is mesmerized by the music while another is following this artist very abstract vision.  Not to mention that the voice doesn't seem to connect with the person.  Enjoy!

How the Quantum Eraser Rewrites the Past

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Bashar - "The Physics of Intention"

Instant Manifestation

I've become obsessed with politics this week after all the crazy rhetoric.  Normally I don't pay that much attention.  However, watching Trump escalate has been like watching a train wreck in slow motion.
Then he came up with this and things took a serious tone.  Mr. Trump seems to say anything to keep the spot light on himself.  A classic, textbook Narcissist.  Having dealt with these people I got a lot of help from the Spartan Life Coach videos.

So the Point of my rambling is that after I watched the above video and a few more  to get a take on how this was being interpreted the Trump Political Reality Show went from being a Circus Side Show to potential danger as he rallies his supporters.

This is the first time I considered him dangerous. 
And about 15 minutes later a Brown Recluse Spider walked past me as I sat at the computer.  Now if you haven't heard of these you might want to google the image of their bite.  It's too gross to put up a picture.
 I was shocked.  You do NOT want one of these near you.  I'm pretty good at manifesting things into my life and WTF did this mean??  It took a while  to sort out what was going on.  
The Spider is my manifestation of my feeling about where Trump is going with this.  
Trump is the Brown Recluse.

Saturday, August 6, 2016

Archangel Michael, Merging Into the Crystalline 5D Light Grid

I don't quite understand the finer details of this but it does resonate and I've been sensing New Grids being laid down and a new way of Being lately.

Friday, August 5, 2016

The Havasu Canyon Trail - Havasupai Indian Reservation, Grand Canyon (in HD)

Starting up my Diary after 2 Years

As I play around with the Experiment I decided to pick up on the Diary again as my take on how things are playing out.     

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Monday, August 1, 2016

Boost Your Endorphins

For more meditation music videos check out the list on

Saturday, July 30, 2016

An Experiment

Since I watched the movie "Midnight Express" I've used it as a technique for "Shifting" and it's quite powerful.  So this is the experiment I'm working with.
First I declare Sovereign Space.  This can be as simple as using a rug.  You don't have to sit on it but use it as a symbol of complete safety within that space.  For me it's a small square of space in my garden that I've marked out with solar lights from Walmart.  It doesn't matter the size.  It used to be a dot inside a circle drawn on a post it note stuck to my fridge.
I suggest seeing the movie but even watching the trailer would get the mood going.  The concept is to use the child's journey Home as a symbol for your own Inner Child going Home.
Print out a Mandala design from Google images or buy a Mandala Coloring Book.  Here is one suggestion:  .  Choose a design that has the eight points as this is a powerful image.  Or draw your own.  I made a simple square quilt graphic of sacred geometry.   It can be any shape really.  What you are doing is to listen to the music while coloring your graphic.  This occupies one side of the brain while taking the other side on a symbolic trip.  After playing with this idea for awhile the music alone can be used as a "trigger" to "move Home",
After I use this to get into a mood then I will do something that expresses ME.  Sometimes it is going for a walk, continue doing art, cooking, listening to your favorite music.  What represents HOME to you.  It's not always the same thing each time.

Meteor Shower Aug 11-12

Predicted peak morning in 2016: night of August 11-12. A waxing gibbous moon will be interfering with the show, but it’ll be gone from the sky by the predawn hours. For best results, watch after moonset and before dawn on the mornings of August 11 and 13. Watch all night on August 11-12 (evening of August 11, morning of August 12).

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Are We Living with a New Physics?

Both of these videos deal with concepts I've been picking up for several years, but especially lately things seem to have amped up.

Sunday, July 17, 2016

Symptoms of Timeline Jumping

Timelines Shift

I have not complete been able to wrap my head around all of this information so while I don't have a recommendation, it rings true.  From my perspective there seems to be wave after wave of frequency adjustments and shifting time lines. 

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

How I Cope with the Recent Energy Shift


First  there were the dreams that started about 6 weeks ago, then life felt "dreamy".  I noticed that my
responses to situations had altered.  Indifference  to outcome. Other people were giving me different signals also.  The Energy felt in flux.  My thoughts had started to manifest more quickly so I knew I had better get calm and I would put myself in a dot in a circle and just let the World BE outside that circle.
To make it easier to wrap my mind around the concept I visualize my garden as  the Space that holds that Ball of  Energy.  Life now reflects that state of Calm, supported by this new Energy Signature.

Abraham Hicks ~ Previous Life Energies and Knowledge

Sunday, July 3, 2016

Coordinate Points Form Reality

Jane Roberts (1929 – 1984) was an American author, poet, and spirit medium, who channeled an energy personality who called himself "Seth". 

 In Seth's words: “...your entire physical environment comes as naturally out of your inner mind as words come out of your mouths, and that man forms physical objects as unselfconsciously and as automatically as he forms his own breath. The peculiar, particular aspects of your physical world are dependent upon your existence and focus within it. Other kinds of consciousness coexist within the same "space" that your world inhabits. They do not perceive your physical objects, for their reality is composed of a different camouflage structure. You do not perceive them, and generally speaking they do not perceive you.
These points are not recognized as such, but they are points of what you could call double reality, containing great energy potential; coordinate points, indeed, where realities merge. There are main coordinate points, pure mathematically, sources of fantastic energy, and subordinate coordinate points, vast in number. There are four absolute coordinate points that intersect all realities. These coordinate points also act as channels through which energy flows, and as warps or invisible paths from one reality to another. They also act as transformers, and provide much of the generating energy that makes creation continuous in your terms.

The rest of the article

Friday, July 1, 2016

The Theme for July 2016 is Transformation

I got this same message in meditation and then found this about 10 minutes later.

Friday, June 10, 2016

Etheric Implants

A year ago I had a "black spider looking implant" removed from the base of my spine.  I had psychics see it before and after it was removed.  The change in me is amazing.  I believe it is the reason my eyes changed from brown to green.

Here is part of the list of symptoms of living with implants in your body.
  • Feeling that you are not your true self
  • Feeling low on energy, no matter how much rest/sleep/food you have
  • Feeling lost, confused, held back
  • Cluttered and negative thoughts and feelings
  • Feeling like you sabotage yourself every time you may be able to create positive change
  • Being unable to quit an addiction
  • Chronic symptoms of disease that no doctor is able to fully diagnose
  • Fear of moving forwards in life
  • Being unable to voice yourself and stand in your power against injustices to yourself and the world
  • Feeling useless, powerless, unmotivated
  • Constant nightmares that don’t seem to go away
  • More of the article

    Alien Implants and Alien Machinery are used in key areas of the planet to instruct the human nervous system to release chi energies and body parts to be given to this network (NRG Grids) for siphoning and [to be used as] control over the population. Genetic history plays a part in the type of implant or level of psychic/energetic harassment one receives from this network.
    More of the article

    The Designer of the World

    The technotronic era involves the gradual appearance of a more controlled society. Such a society would be dominated by an elite, unrestrained by traditional values (like liberty and democracy). Soon it will be possible to assert almost continuous surveillance over every citizen and maintain up-to-date complete files containing even the most personal information about the citizen. These files will be subject to instantaneous retrieval by the authorities.
    - Between Two Ages: America's Role in the Technetronic Era, 1970

    His daughter:

    David Icke Arcons & Demiurge

    Saturday, May 21, 2016

    Schumman Resonance

    Integratron an "acoustically perfect structure," give tours and offer "sound baths" they describe as "...meditation-like sessions accompanied by tones from quartz bowls.
    Anthony Bourdain visits the Integratron.

    A Tuning Fork for Life Although the existence of the Schumann Resonance is an established scientific fact, there are very few scientists who are aware of the importance of this frequency as a tuning fork for Life. I propose that it is not merely a phenomenon caused by lightning in the atmosphere, but a very important electromagnetic standing wave, acting as background frequency and influencing biological oscillators within the mammalian brain.

    Biofield Tuning   The thing is, you can’t make a 7.83 Hz tuning fork – so I played around with multiples of it, harmonics – and the 8th harmonic (7.83Hz x 8) is 62.64 Hz. I liked the sound of that number, so I had a fork custom made in that frequency. Wow! I couldn’t believe how wonderful and powerful and useful this frequency was compared to all the other ones I had used.

    Tuning Fork Therapy  
    This is a listing of frequencies that various parties have claimed can affect the human mind or body in some way. The following sorts of frequencies are included :   Brainwave Frequencies - These are frequencies associated with various mental states. Using brainwave entrainment, you can coax your brainwaves to a certain frequency, and in doing so, achieve the mental state associated with that frequency.  
     The rest of the article and list.......

    Thursday, May 19, 2016

    My Favorite Coincidences

    My favorite coincidence is 8 where a couple met at Disneyland.
    Coincidences in US history are crazy!

    Origins of Christianity

    Where anyone born before 1960 get their concept of religion.

    Wednesday, May 18, 2016

    Monday, May 16, 2016

    Alex Grey on Joe Rogan

    Alex Gray's father wrote Gray's Anatomy

    Sunday, May 15, 2016

    The Four Corners of the Tesseract


     "The gatekeepers were on the four sides, to the east, west, north and south."      1 Chronicles 9:24 

    A mandala (Sanskrit: मण्डल, lit, circle) is a spiritual and ritual symbol in Indian religions, representing the universe. In common use, "mandala" has become a generic term for any diagram, chart or geometric pattern that represents the cosmos metaphysically or symbolically; a microcosm of the universe.

    In the Erin Rothschild video she talks about the Tesseract which makes up Reality.  Hmmm?

    Friday, May 13, 2016

    Sipapu..The Emergence to the Fourth World

    The story of the Ancestral Puebloans lives on in the mythology of the Hopi, considered by many to be the most mysterious and mystical of all Native Americans. It begins with the claim that their ancestors emerged from the Third World through a crack, into this, the Fourth World, in a placed known as Sipapu. .

    Some, like Frank Walters in “Book of the Hopi”, have noted that seeing the Sipapu as a place of emergence is a myth, and that the Hopi use the Colorado River merely as a symbol for the water to the west. Waters argues that unlike the emergence from the First and Second World, the emergence from the Third World into ours was “merely” a voyage by sea by those deemed worthy to survive the last catastrophe. As such, the Sipapu cannot be seen as a place of emergence, as the Fourth World did not have any.
    Either way, at the beginning of the Fourth World, they were greeted by Maasaw, the caretaker of the land. He had also been appointed the head of the Third World, but had become a little self-important, lost his self-humility and other deities had therefore made him the deity of death and the underworld. But Maasaw was given a second chance in the Fourth World. He ordered the survivors to separate into clans, to begin a series of migrations across the continent, whereby the stars would guide them. Eventually, they would meet again and settle. Maasaw gave each clan one or more sacred tablets, which would guide them along their migrations. 
    The rest of the article.....
     The Emergence Myth          

    The Fifth World

    The Fifth World is either the present world, or the next world, in several Native American beliefs which center around a cyclical understanding of time. According to both Native American Hopi mythology and Maya mythology, the current world we inhabit is the “Fourth World.” In both belief systems, time is cyclical, and the end of one world is the beginning of the next. For the Hopi, the end of the fourth world is marked by the arrival of Pahana, or the lost “White Brother.” The Maya calendar charts out this progression through astrology, concluding that the current, fourth world will end sometime near the December solstice in 2012 (dates vary based on interpretation).
    The Aztecs held similar beliefs, but they believed we are currently in the fifth world, and that it is the sixth world that is to arrive next.
    The coming Fifth World (where our present World is presented as the Fourth) is said to arrive following a cycle in Nature affecting our entire Solar System, where our Earth births an Egg (Mystery Egg, Hidden Egg) and then moves “up” within our system to reach its crowning place. All of the Earth’s life is then said to be “raised” to its perfected-eternal form. Some tribes refer to this period of change as “Purification Time.” During this period of Purification, Time is said to change where we must choose between the natural Time we have now upon our Earth (meant for us) and an unnatural Time structure which removes us from Nature and our opportunity to reach the Fifth World. It is told that everyone will have to choose between the two Time frames– one leading to the Fifth World with our Earth, and the other (which will be very alluring, deceiving many) which will remove us from our Earth, taking us to oblivion.

    Thursday, May 12, 2016

    Tom Kenyon on Destablization

    I've been following Tom Kenyon's site for several years.  You would have to go through his website to really understand where he is coming from.  His music is very powerful and he is very protective of it so I'm not going to copy/paste but it's all on his site.  I'm never sure how I feel about his Hathor Channelings.  This last one, how can you dispute it?

    I come from a Christian Science background and led a fairly isolated life as a child, with no social media, in fact, it was pre-TV if you can believe it.  LOL  My paradigm was that your Mind Created Your Reality and it was a shock to go to school at 6 and find out that that was not everyone's Reality.  But by 6 those concepts were ingrained and I can't operate without them.

    As sick people came to my Grandmother for healings, we all just assumed that was the way of the world as we waved them good by, now healed.  For a long time I just could not wrap my head around how she did it.  Her explanation was that you ONLY "see" the Healed Person as God intended.  And it works every time.....IF that is what the person truly wants.  Not everyone does.

    While normally I follow those guidelines, recently this business of the radiation coming off of Japan is beyond my comprehension.  It just seems such a huge problem that will last thousands of years.  I skim the politics of the US and am appalled at the callous stupidity of such a large chunk of our population and I see Tom's essay on Destabilization overlaying perfectly with our nightly news.    It's so sad and embarrassing.

    The online Powwows are my way of dealing.  There are other things going on that are following major long term dreams that suggest an alternative reality that works with the music of the powwows.  When I Powwow I am NOT HERE and where I am is anchoring an alternative vibration.  Or not.  Who really knows??   No one is giving me an instruction manual or a gold star for accomplishing anything.  I just listen to my heart and proceed.  To me it FEELS like I now live in a little pocket of Reality that is unique that is building form and starting to influence the area around me.  Some people can feel the energy that is piggybacking on the music.  And I CAN FEEL YOU!  :-)  And  for some reason I just "know" that if you can't consciously feel it the energy is flowing to you anyway.

    So I'm going to keep doing Powwows and probably more often.  I'm sticking with Pirate Radio out of Farmington, New Mexico because while I do not always have a net connection I get that station on my radio.  I choose a Classic Rock Station because it helps me create a Time Loop to a time where I wasn't so adult and jaded nor was society.   1965 I was 13.

    Saturday, May 7, 2016

    Crow Canyon New Mexico, USA Petroglyphs

    Went on a field trip led by David Casey to Crow Canyon in Northern New Mexico, USA to see the Rock Art. 

    When I got within 5 feet to the petroglyphs I would get nauseous.  When I put my hand on this circle I felt it pulling me in as if it was a vortex.  The men on horses are Spanish explorers.

    None of these photos are mine.

    Crazy Stuff on Native Land in the Four Corners - SW USA

    Two of my Navajo Girlfriends have had Skinwalker encounters.

    Friday, May 6, 2016

    Gnosis - Ancient Drugs | Documentary

    I have a post that is a couple years old on this subject which gets a lot of hits.  Then I saw that the video was gone.  I don't know if this is the same one, but similar topic.

    Friday, April 29, 2016


    Online PowWow
       Pirate Radio
    Theme is transcendence and transformation.

    Tuesday, April 26, 2016

    Friday, April 8, 2016

    The Revolution Will Not be Televised

    An interesting piece by TheYoungTurks.  I'm not posting this to be political, but to show how Mass Events are directed in interesting ways at this CrossRoads.

    Occupy CNN: Why The Revolution Will Not Be Televised

    Wednesday, April 6, 2016

    Online PowWow

    Online PowWow
    This weekend April 9-10
             on Pirate Radio           

    Sunday, February 21, 2016

    Monday, February 8, 2016


    I've been reading Jane Robert's "Seth" books since they came out in the late 70's. 
    I've found a forum devoted to these concepts and I think I'm going to hang out there and chat with folks under the name BethAnne.


    Sunday, February 7, 2016

    Friday, January 22, 2016

    This is me

     This was about 7 years ago.  A bunch of us were on the Mesa doing drumming.  The person who took the photo was Sue my longtime email pal from Zurich  She hated Americans until she came for a visit.  The spot we chose was on the edge of the Navajo Reservation.  To get there we had to go past a couple of houses.  In the front yard at one were three teenage Native boys playing gold.   Having grown up on Western Movies as a kid I could not shake the feeling of how surreal the situation was.  We're off  "playing Indian" while the Natives are playing golf. 
    There were about 10 of us and we stayed most of the night under a Full Moon.  I think in this photo the Mushrooms were starting to kick in.  As we sat on the edge of the cliff an owl would dive bomb us.  On the Rez you never know if what you are seeing is a real animal or a Shaman Helper.
    Along the edge of the cliff about 10 feet in were a row of rocks maybe 100 feel long.  We were definitely on Sacred Space.  When we came back again the road was blocked.  We never went back.
    While this photo was me, that person doesn't exist anymore.  Maybe 20 Timelines away.  So much has happened since.  My hair is now bobbed and white blond and I'm a bit more buffer. I have lost that chippy smile.


    While this weekends "session" left me groggy for a couple days it was rather weak.  So many distractions.  Everyone I know is having a crazy time.... extremely challenging situations but going both ways.  Bear/AKA Sandra has taken on extra teaching and a new Menu at Taberna. and raising 3 daughters.  While Randy the Skateboarder is in jail.
    I was wondering if anyone wanted to chat directly?  I'm thinking of just dropping the blog.  Everything that needed to be said has been.  I started writing mainly so my kids would know why their Mom is different....which just proved to be to much for them.  Somehow I raised Republicans??  LOL
    I never promoted the blog but I've got a small loyal following.    Quality over quantity.  :-)  Sometimes only one person needs what you have to offer. 
    Want to chat?

    Thursday, January 14, 2016

    Back Story

    It looks like things may work out easier than I expected and I'll be Raving myself on Pirate Radio Sunday and Monday. 

    These posts from my blog give the back story about why I do this.  I've had several healers/psychics pick up that Michael Crichton  is part of my Soul Group and he wrote "Sphere" as a joke about me.  ???  The post "Sphere" touches on that.  What I think is interesting that in the book "Jerry" is the character who first communicates with the Sphere.  An excellent metaphor for my relationship with Larry.   In the Book/Movie the Commander has my father's name, Stone has my name and Jackson is Harry/Larry  and the coincidences continue through the whole movie.   I have been told by these same people that when I'm just being "normal" my Heart Energy goes out 10 feet.  If I focus I have "touched" people across the world.  I'm assuming Space is irrelevant at that point.  However what I learned from Larry, which has been at least 35 years now,  is that I go "Cosmic".

    "Why We Powwow"
    In his book, The Primal Mind, author Jamake Highwater states, "Dance is the inclination of primal peoples to idealize action as a magical force. They believe that dance can shape the circumstances of nature if it can focus its contagious powers on animals and supernaturals. Through their dances they touch unknown and unseen elements which they sense in the world around them."
    In other words, serious dance is prayer that can open a doorway to a connection with the total universe. A way to find that "inner being" who recognizes and appreciates the spiritual essence of interdependence and gratefully ask Creator for recognition of the needs of his or her people in return.

    "Heart to Heart"  2/5/12
    Experiments conducted at the Institute of HeartMath have found remarkable evidence that the heart's electromagnetic field can transmit information between people. We have been able to measure an exchange of heart energy between individuals up to five feet apart. We have also found that one person's brain waves can actually synchronize to another person's heart. Furthermore, when an individual is generating a coherent heart rhythm, synchronization between that person's brain waves and another person's heartbeat is more likely to occur. These findings have intriguing implications, suggesting that individuals in a psychophysiologically coherent state become more aware of the information encoded in the heart fields of those around them.

    "Happy Birthday Larry"  2/25/11

    "Sphere"  8/1/10

    Wednesday, January 13, 2016

    Cosmic Rave on Monday

    If all goes as planned we are going to be doing an Inter-Dimensional Rave on Monday, January 18, Denver/Mountain Time, USA    most of the day.
    As an experiment we are asking the Alien Tourists to DeFrag anyone who asks for it.  It is VERY important to give your permission.  I don't know if it will work but I'm guessing it will.  :-)
    We will be tuned into Pirate down below.

    Sunday, January 10, 2016

    Sophia and the Demiurge??

    Power of Love

    Happy Kick Ass New Year!!

    High as a Kite on "Flow" at this moment.  I live 30 minutes from Durango, Colorado, USA so I'm learning the finer points of Cannabis.   We drove up yesterday because the city was going to be socked in by storms and we watched it come in as we drove home by 2pm.  Later we went to a Drum Circle that I'll talk about later.  But today, I'm just chill listening to Phil Collins and looking up stuff on the net.    I made my own PC Mix.  It ends with "My Guitar Gently Weeps" by George Harrison.  My Glass Slipper.

    So this is a mellow Stream of Consciousness that I probably wouldn't have made if I wasn't stoned.  That's why this strain is called "Flow" in Going With the....    Over Christmas I was gifted with "Alien Nightmare".  And it kept it's promise.  I don't think I'll go there again.  The drive up to Durango you hit the foothills of the Rocky Mountains passing the turn-off to Dulce.  Google THAT one!  One of our local Urban Legends is of Fiber Optics being run from Denver to Albuquerque, New Mexico.  Most towns along the way  ordered two lines so they would have enough for future growth.  Dulce ordered 100 lines.  Hmmmm.  Dulce is a very small town on the Apache Reservation with the Big Deal being the Casino and Stage.  Going to the Little Beaver PowWow in July should be in your Bucket List.  I went there the first time early 80's with John Two-Birds Arbuckle, a Scotch Irish Wisconsin Indian "medicine man".   Powwows are trippy.  A Mass Consciousness Time/Space Communication.

    In Durango we park at the skate park on the West side of the river, cross the bridge and to the right is the Legal Marijuana Dispensary next to Sacred Space crystal shop who is now selling my necklaces.  I traded her one for a Reading.  I evidently have Alien Tourists hanging around, curious as to what is going on.  They asked  "Do you want your brain De-Fragged?"    I said "Sure" way too casually.  OMG!!  After all the Healings I had done in Santa Fe,  this  being De-Fragged was the icing on the cake.  EVERYONE saw a difference in me within hours.  I realized my whole life up to that point was a lie.    Thus the need for "Alien Nightmare".    It totally flipped my life around as I pissed off everybody.  LOL  Which was way over due.  It's been six weeks and I'm just now settling in with the change.
    Check out "Last Six Months" about the different alternative healings done in Santa Fe

    Then on the ride home we listen to Pirate Radio and take photographs.  Now that things are settling down I'm hoping to open a Facebook with photos of all these trips.  I'm so  Old School I can't do it myself and I really don't want to waste time learning when I can get a 10 year old to help.  Crystal who owns Sacred Space and facilitated the Aliens has UTubes  though I haven't seen them.

    With so much extra "memory" available in my brain these days, It's started picking up even more Smoke Signals from the Cosmos.   I had to come up with a Ritual to ground all this change.  I've been making paper mache Grail Bowls.  I took a blank bowl that had broken then glued slips of paper that I had written my personal bullshit on.  Then I burned it on a piece of foil.  It turned out to be a very powerful ritual and I started getting feedback exactly 24 hours later.  A Light went off above my head.  This Bull Shit was NOT mine, but like a ratty security blanket that finally goes in the garbage.  I wrapped up the ashes in the foil and it gave a feeling of a cremation.  I threw the bundle in the dumpster and walked away Refreshed.  The Ritual satisfies both sides of the Brain which ignites change.  For my friends who want to do this I just give them slips of paper and an envelope to burn. 

    After the Defragging I started picking up clearer past life images.  I realize this is subjective and who knows if it is YOUR life or you are observing someone else.  Some of the Lives were occupied by more than one person.  ???? 
    But between the DeFrag and the Alien Nightmare  I became aware of three Dark Rituals that bound situations and people together.  Doing the Burning Bowl Ritual brought all that to the surface to be released also.  Each Ritual compounded the other.  What I "got" was that by releasing the rituals I "jumped" to a MAJOR TIMELINE where those rituals were not even done.  Which made all the connections from those rituals through time GONE.   Now other rituals were done to other people so the consequences of their timelines still run, but mine and the almost two dozen people who I kept reincarnating with no longer are part of my Karma or theirs.  Which in theory means that old relationships are new again.  Since I've been pretty reclusive for a few months I'll check out that theory when I see them again.   And in the Big Picture if Dark Rituals were not done in THIS Timeline, then a big chunk of Dark Shinnanigans are NOT in effect in this NOW.

    Now all of this lead to quite a few google searches as Alien Tourists whispered things to look up.  This led to Louis the XIII of France and his son  and the take over by the Black Robes which laid the groundwork for everything EVIL in our Now.  These Black Robes are so evil and ingrained I don't even want to spell it out because of recognition technology.  So if you want to get to the core of what's going on Google  "JEZ*u*it   Ass*as*sin  BlkPope"   I think I"ll pay more attention when my son play's Assassin's Creed.

    This is the Holy Trinity of the Bear's/AKA Sandra the Pastry Chef  and my  Quest. 1) Look up what Abraham Lincoln says about these guys and the US Civil War.    Their involvement led to what is at the core of their evil and it is the denial of the Feminine.  2)This led to "Sophia and the Demiurg"  THE Female Archetype.  I prefer Valentine's Gnostic views.  3) Thought Forms.  Which is all we are and it is time to come up with some new variations on the theme.  You can't take something away without there being a Void.  Almost everyone I know is waiting for "Something" to happen.  Maybe we have to create a New Thought Form.  ??

    I think I have to go look for a snack.  But I want to talk about the Drum Circle before I go.   A couple of months ago while at Hastings Books  I ran into May who I met over 20 years ago  but had not seen for at least 10 years and she invited me to her Drum Circle that they had been doing on the second Saturday every month for 3 years.   I love Drum Circles.  Google Mickey Hart on drumming.  In fact I had not been to one since an acquaintance "kidnapped" me and took me to the last Grateful Dead Concert because he wanted to sell Guatemalan clothing.  We went back home when Jerry died.  Now I'm not a Grateful Dead fan per se.  It was the Best and the Worst time of my life.

     I was looking forward to May's Drumming because you always meet interesting people so grabbed Randy the Skateboarder.   Well they called him and me "kids" .   Retired Hippie/Professionals.  Nurses, teachers, and artist and a paralegal from Las Vegas who had been a Go-Go Dancer in Boston at 17 and dated a Mobster who died after the 3rd time he was shot in the head.  At that age she said she had no idea what she was dealing with.  Linda the Nurse was a Alice Cooper Groupie and Friend.   The artist had just been in a golf tournament where he had missed being Alice's partner by one person.    A lot of Mojo in that room.  I think I'll go to the next one.

    Little Beaver Powwow in Dulce, New Mexico, USA