as I AM...because at one time I went through this process. It's very familiar.
I've noticed that in some of the states I've gone through lately I am confronted by my own personal "demon", something that will take me to a state of doubt. I wonder if it is similar to the different Guarded Doors in the Death Transformation?
At first I am deflated. How could I possibly consider going on when confronted by this "flaw"? Then I realize that the flaw is an illusion I have carried, and to continue I must Override that image. I realize that if I do not have the will power to over ride the Illusion then I'm not fit enough to continue. It must be a sort of safeguard. To go on with out control of the Mind would be disastrous.
There also seems to be a tie in with the Ascension of the Christ Consciousness. How much of the Bible is based on Egyptian Mysticism?
PS. After sitting a bit I get a sense of part of me going through this Egyptian Transformation Journey on one level while I am being "me" here.
What happens to "me" when the Journey in a past Egyptian Life is completed?