Ringing in the New Year

Crossing Over
I woke up to a fabulous dream this morning of having crossed over a river to my new two story home. I was having a House Warming Party and there were so many people that showed up I had to keep going out for more treats. Someone asked how long I had been there and I said "Two weeks". Will that party be January 17th? One of the guests was a young, radiant, naked man who looked confused like he had just been woken up.

Something has changed. I've been told that my aura went from green to white recently. The look on the person's face led me to think they thought I was going to die. I don't. But I'm not the same person either. I'm having waves of Bliss that make it hard to pay attention. I'm still have those fluttery seizures but am snapping back more quickly. I care more about my brain than my face and I'm noticing that my thinking is becoming more organized. When I visualize "the perfect face" it appears as a hawk. The Ba? I'll go with that. It will be interesting to see how that translates.

I'm very happy with how things are healing. Regenerating.It was interesting loosing my appearance. While this process has taken longer than I expected it took as long as it needed. My Mask dropped off. People reacted to me differently. Some were more open to me and I could tell that some were wickedly delighted that it had happened to me.

She Finally Gets It
Going through this with my mother has brought a closeness we never had. What finally got through to her however, was our experimenting with rock energy. My mother is a very grounded and practical Taurus. Even growing up with a Christian Scientist Mother did not warm her up to metaphysics. If it can't be held in her hands it doesn't exist. Raising me has been very difficult for her.
Now one of her delights is to take her $50 seed money and play the nickle slots at the casino once a month or so. My father would always win and she rarely does though she keeps trying. So I got three rocks and charged them up for her and she has been taking them with her...and winning. We've experimented six times this past month and she probable came away with a grand all together. Her Depression area sensibilities won't let her get too far into it. And I think it was challenging her paradigm and making her uncomfortable, which is just as well. We don't want to create a addict here. LOL! Nor could she understand that it isn't something I can utilize for myself, but has to be given away. The third time we tried I "asked" my Guides to give her a boost. It had been after a couple of hours because I was preoccupied with something else. I never go with her as gambling is boring to me. At 4 o'clock I did a prayer for her. At 4 o'clock the computers at the Casino went dead. Not sure what that was all about. A lesson from my guides not to fool around? Just coincidence?The fifth time I kept getting that people were coming up to her to hold her rocks so they could win too. She came back annoyed because everyone around her was winning big. She would play a machine and with in minutes of getting off people were hitting 777. When I suggested that she was passing on her Good Luck Energy she was OK with that. The last time people were winning around her and she liked sharing since she was winning too. But we are done with that. I got my point across.
The rocks I charged for her was a rose quartz to stay joyful. Negative or greedy emotions will stop the energy flow. A Citrine to bring abundance and Malachite for money. We both "saw" the Spirit of the Malachite...an Oriental man in old fashioned red clothes clicking away on a abacus. I was surprised she could hear it also.

Necklaces
Angela doesn't want to return from California so my friend Margo the Limo Driver and her hubby John are going to EBay the jewelry for me soon. I think I will start with the Amber. For me it represents touching ancient primal energies. The Amber is raw and polished, like finding the Shine out of what is rough. It also is made up of Carnelian, Betel Nuts, Tiger Eye, Crystal, Onyx, Heishe shell and wood beads. The original I made for myself has skulls that evoked the feeling of working with the Mayan. I don't know where I'll wear it but it holds the energy of that experience. This necklace has the other half of the beads that I used that I bought when I was in Portland.As soon as John is ready I'll post his site.

Ringing in the New Year
I believe the Universe "speaks" to us if we listen. On New Years I pay attention to the moment and I feel is often gives us a sign as to what to expect in the coming year. The last hour of 2010 I was listening to Buddy Guy on TV. It brought up memories of going to his club in Chicago with friends who had played there. Those memories were a good symbol for who I was. The first hour of 2011 was watching the Queen's Trust Fund Concert in England. I think that may be a symbol of where I'm going. Before Christmas I received a card from both of my friends from England on the same day. I had found a card from Lilian from over 20 years ago and had written hoping she was still there. I had met her on a path while walking near Manchester. I think we chatted for almost an hour and then wrote to each other for quite awhile until I started moving around so much. Michelle lives in London and I met her this summer in Durango on her vacation. With both of these ladies it was as if we had been friends forever. Maybe a trip to England is in order?
Queen - Prince's Trust Rock Gala 2010 Royal Albert Hall, London
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FDo01krK8C8