Through the Looking Glass

I can't shake what happened yesterday. There is no doubt in my mind that part of me woke up at 4:30am while the other half slept in till 7. Where is that "Other Beth" off to? Was her life significantly changed because she didn't send out the post cards? Did she have enough time to go to the Farmer's Market and get flowers?

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Where else is her life diverging from "Mine"?
What am I supposed to do differently? What risks am I supposed to take?

There is still a sense of Hyper=Reality. Everything has a feeling of being Intense and full of Potential.

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"I am real!" said Alice, and began to cry.
"You won't make yourself a bit realler by crying," Tweedledee remarked: "there's nothing to cry about."

"Alice in Wonderland"

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"We're not in Kansas anymore Toto"

Somewhere Over the Rainbow by IZ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1bFr2SWP1I

PS. The next day at work, the adjoining shop was playing this song.

A Groovy Day

Woke up in a fog, but couldn't go back to sleep. Even though it was 4:30am.
I opened the curtain to catch the early sun and had that same Hyper=Real sensation. I must say it took a bit to calm me down. I had an overwhelming feeling that I also was asleep. Something had "split" me and I really didn't feel with it until the alarm went off at 7am.

Used the Time to write out postcards, signed "Love, Beth". It made sense to use this amped up feeling. So I send out little Love Bombs.
Left early so I could go to the Farmer's Market. Food has been tasting so much better since it opened. Of course, a bit more than our SuperBiz at the Mall. But neither am I spending money on transportation right now. And I know that everything has been picked withing a few hours.
I splurged on a bouquet of Irish Bells and Queen Anne's Lace.
A coffee and a croissant at the French Bakery.

Go over last night's totals to pass on to the owner while I munch. Then do a Blessing for the Store. Thing will be different. Our "Snookie" quit and is off the schedule now. Cute as a button she is, but the drama was making this job difficult.

Met some ladies from New Zealand that were spending the summer on motorcycles with their husbands.

Checked in with my Posse. Of all things, God has given me three young men to pal with. Two work for me. The other is around the corner so we all bump into each other often, laughing.

I manage with Texting. I wish I had had a vision on that so I could have told my Business Ed Teacher when she said I would be a failure without taking shorthand.

As I get home, I start to chill a block away. A flutter of panic attack. I couldn't figure what was upsetting me. Till I remembered the morning.

Are you abducted if they screw with your "time"?

Got over that real quick and made fried rice with a bunch of vegetables from the Market.

The thunderstorms have started up again. The air smells of pine.
A Gin and Tonic and kick back listening to KSUT under the headphones.

http://www.publicbroadcasting.net/ksut-sute/guide.guidemain

Feeling Groovy by Simon and Garfunkel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvlW4bEjB5A

Dream of 23

I Dream I had about a month ago:
I was shown a rough quartz crystal rod.

23 was IMPRINTED on my Brain.

Then I was shown a perfectly balanced crystal. Below was another crystal that was brown with the toxins it had absorbed.

"Robert Temple wrote a book called The Sirius Mystery - which deals with Earth's connection to the Sirius star system.
To Egypt, the 23rd of July, when Sirius starts to rise the waters of the Nile begin to flood. Then it meant fertility, that is one reason, for she was Isis. Sirius, Isis, the great mother of the gods. Even the Swiss celebration day, is the 1st of August. This is a Sirius relative.
Our solar system is born in from the womb of Isis. Sirius B, which is Isis , is made of iron (radio astronomy has shown). The iron of Sirius b, is the same as the iron in our blood and the iron of Earth and of our solar system. Sirius is our blood. We resonate to her. She is older than our solar system, which is a combination of interstellar debris, including the gas clouds, our sperm of Osiris/Orion. The iron in our blood comes from Sirius, its position in the sky, could thus be considered to resonate to Sirius's position of influence. Iron is the only true magnetic element."
http://www.crystalinks.com/egyptastrology.html

There was Thunder and Lightnining all day today

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QtJkRofuJz0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6RxE-f2iyQ&feature=related

7.23.2010

"Ahhh. Now I can see. Basically, we have a 'Cardinal' T-square currently in transit. This means, we have three main points in conflict, with an empty spot that demands compensation for the equation to balance. Cardinal signs are the ones that are active and reactive - Aries, Cancer, Libra and Capricorn.

In a way, they are probably the most volatile quality...everyone is vying for a voice or even for control. During the worst of the fighting here, the aspect was a Grand Cross...with the Sun in Cancer completing the square. That is passing, the Sun is in Leo today as a matter of fact and as the Sun moves higher in degree, we will be back to the T-square and a major imbalance. My opinion is, that with the Sun in Cancer, the energy was demanding a certain aspect of caretaking. There is a huge focus on new beginnings (Jupiter and Uranus in Aries) - one that involves breaking free of old paradigms and rising above things.

Another part of the T-square is Pluto in Capricorn (transformation). The Aries energy makes things exceptionally volatile (Aries is Fire, and these two planets together are pretty much describing an explosion, or a bomb going off) and Pluto is about going deeply into the issues. Caretaking isn't always pretty - I mean, think of tough love. Clearing old energy, going down deep and stirring the muck, get things out in the open and clear the air, so to speak...in order to serve a clean fresh start.

Mercury in Leo shines the light on communication...in a sense, holding the space for such clearing to occur. It shows up in this chart in the 12th house, the house that demands resolution of issues in order to move forward into 'birth' - the first house. Also, Leo is unconditional love, so that idea of being brave and staying present for what is said is a big one...reinforced BIGTIME now with the Sun in Leo.

Neptune and Chiron describe a huge wound in our consciousness. The main metaphor I see out there now, is the hole in the ocean floor of the gulf of Mexico. But think of it as just one representation in the whole pattern of reality. It is there, somehow, for everyone on an individual level. Think of the ocean (Neptune) as a metaphor for dreams, both real and ideal. Venus, Mars and Saturn have been in Virgo...Saturn just shifted sign into Libra - the new year started out with Saturn in Libra, but it went retrograde into Virgo and now its coming back out. Virgo energy describes perfection, getting things right.

All of this energy is looking for balance between masculine and feminine energies out in the world, and especially with Saturn in the mix, it means 'getting things back on the right track.' Also, we are looking at creating a new timeline here, since Saturn describes TIME."

Thanks to Bridger @FCN 4 the Above.

http://www.freedomcrowsnest.org/forum/viewtopic.php?t=84729&sid=465d8e6d46f9ddac4d6940ae97729a88

Bridging a Connection

Now I'm linking in odd patterns.
I'm dumping all that Energy in the Cantina. Let them have it. There is a continuous Flow of People from all over the world who gather there, listening to the Band at Happy Hour.
Let That Energy Flow.

The Three Hematite Necklaces, blessed on the Buddha Full Moon, were passed out.

"The name comes from the Greek word for blood. It has been used as an amulet against bleeding, and so is known as the "blood stone". When arranged like the petals of a flower, it is referred to as the "iron rose". Native American folklore states that war paint made from hematite will make one invincible in battle."

http://crystal-cure.com/hematite.html

Crossing the Bridge

About 18 months ago, about when this was taken, I was getting a strong urge to do some traveling and see where it took me. I gave up all my stuff, went to each one to help and bond and by a quirk of Fate, ended up here.

I went from

"There" to "Here"

on many levels.
One was a shift in belief system. I was having so much synchronicity and holding it back was giving me migraines. I decided that when my most heavy responsibilities were done I would just open myself to what ever came my way. I lost a lot, but the coincidences just became more frequent.

I try to allow myself to go with the flow.
Sacred Geometry Patterns showed up. And many dreams of past Kings and Past Lives.

There is Pepin and Richard and Louis the XIV.

They are located in a straight line that intersects with an 8 pointed star. What common thread goes through the lives of these three men?
I think the Bears are after them. LOL!

In the Dream with Bear We cross a River.

A Blast From the Past

Part of the process of Transitioning is to own up to your past.
This past week brought up memories of Flynn. We traveled in the same circle of friends and got involved briefly. We handled things in an immature way.

Yesterday while talking to my staff about unusual things, Flynn walked in.
Ten years and 1400 miles later I finally get closure.

The other thing about Transition is that God sends a coincidence to let you know who is in charge behind the scene.